The First Day...

The first day, I have to take that your hp is no money anymore, need reload...
But, I didn't succeed the mission. How bad am I.

I remember what you said to me yesterday...
"In this 3 day, I can't online"
"In this 3 day, I can't hear your voices"
"In this 3 day, I can't hear you say I Love You to me"
"In this 3 day, I can't call you shuii guaii"
In this 3 day, I can't do anything that I did everyday to her.

Morning 9.00am, I woke up and sms-ed her.
Asking that she woke up already or not, and she reply with a yes.
9.00AM-10.00AM, the time that can let me chat with you, only 1 hour, I feel more than enough. You walked to school with a bag heavy then your school bag, how would I wish that I can help you take your bag and bring you go to the school.

11.00AM, I start working. As usual, you just wake up, and I will give you a morning kiss and a hug. But today, you woke up fast than me. I can't give you morning kiss. My heart start aching.

12.00PM, Drinking a cold ice Milo with myself, found that you are mean to me in my heart. As usual too, I will ask you to have your breakfast. And today, maybe you are in the half way to your destination.

12.30PM, My heart tell me to find you. But I promised to you that I can't sms you.
1.00PM, My brain always missing of you. I can't stop to miss you. Really, mean it.
2.45PM, Asked for my camera price.
3.00PM, My stomach told me to eat something.
3.58PM, Eating with missing you.
5.00PM, My heart was really missing you. I just can't stop myself.
10.00PM, Usually, sms with you, telling that I'm come back to home and company you in maple or webcam-ing. But today, you are in Genting.
10.58PM, My heart tearing. My eyes were full of tears, which was stucking in my eye's frame. Controlled myself to stop the tears come out of my eyes.
11.02PM, My tears dropping out from my eyes, I cried.
11.48PM, Writing blog with full of tears. I stopped.

I hope you enjoy your trip in Genting. Miss you and love you like always. Tear start to drop again.

Love you PZ.

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