我想太多了.

躺在床上...
看着电话和你聊过的信息...
不禁流泪了...
是否是我怀念以前我们的时候...
还是觉得以前比现在差...

我很怕...
比...我真的很怕...

Love bii as always <3333333

很想说:"我很爱你."

这个礼拜...
不知道你忙还是我忙...
还是大家都很忙...
比较少聊天了...
我没关系...
你中五了...
自然而然会很忙...
我也中四了...
一大堆东西要做...

我不渴望你每天陪我...
毕竟你有男友了嘛...

有时候...
我有在控制自己...
不要找你聊天...
但是发现到我不能...
那个期间...
很辛苦...
一停止和你聊天...
我就会想到以前的回忆...
是那么的甜蜜...
快乐...
但...
某些事情是要停止的...

我知道...
我们的距离...
是有慢慢远了...
我很努力的在拉回来...
那你呢?

我不累...
我真的不累...
我真的爱你...
为什么?
你的一切一切...
都让我不知不觉的喜欢上你...
爱上你...

我不知道...
你对我的感觉...
是否还是一样...
但是...
我都很怕想直接问你...
我很怕...
我真的很怕...

让我知道好吗...
等你的答复...

i Love Bii as alwasy <33333333

After 4th month =D

Yes...
4th month anniversary...
That day was an excited day in night...
Those server problem...
Huu... Finally solved...

Yea...
Today Japanese came...
AND I DID NOT BRING MY CAMERA F5!
LOL...
Say pretty uhhh not so pretty...
My fwen taken 1 photo and let us see...
My first feeling toward the girl...
I ask them...
"Like AV or not?"
They all see at me and said
"Yes. Kinda"
LOL.
Gonna beat my fwen...
Keep show off infront off me...
Luckily I didn't show him my phone wallpaper =x...
Otherwise he will sTFU =D

Hmm...
Sorry dear...
19.01.2010 is a hard day to get over aren't it?
Sorry T_T
But luckily...
We solved =)

Doing Laporan for BSMM...
1 more want to come...
Seni CLUB AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
2 Naib Setiausaha =x OMG LOL..
My BM will improve alotss =)

Love bii as alwasys <3333333

1 LAST DAY =D!!!

Today is 18/01/2010 and tomorrow is?
= 19/01!!!

And what the relation about 19/01?
= Itz our 4th MONTH =D

So. What your feeling?
= EXCITED...

What you want to say to her?
= Errr. Firstly, TQ bii for taking care me... Loving me... Company me when I'm sad... Willing to hear me when I get scolded by someone or even my parents... Secondly... I know you would like to do those simple thing that what a couple should do... Bii, I'm planning it... I really planning in it... Lastly... After 12.00AM, Itz 19/01... Tomorrow I have to go for Jamming and you need to go to LEO Club at 3.00 - 4.30 =( Itz kinda sad... But we have to done our mission right... We  can still celebrate in the night =D!

Lastly. Will you love her always?
= And the answer is. I DO. I really DO.

TQ for your interview Mr.sHuiiGuaii. I hope Mrs.sHuiiGuaii saw ler will very happy =D...


Gratx us on 4th month.
I LOVE YOU Bii <3333333

   

Today was fun =]

[Y]
[M]
[M]
[G]
[C]
[C]
[O]
[Y]

Lelong lelong... Come guess...

Today uhh...
Have fun in school I think?
Errr...
Nothing happened today...
Just dear make me feel very very very worried...
Tears dropping down of worried...
Now I only know...
Boy sometime is WEAKER than a Girl...

Feelings are just gaining deeper than deeper...
How bout' you?

-Time is the prove now-
This sentence...
Someone told me...

Indeed...
Time is only the last thing that can prove anything...
And...

I SWEAR || SAYA JANJI 
I WON'T REGRET || SAYA TAK AKAN MENYESAL

-Add-Maths is making me going to get many star spinning on my head-

Waiting for your answer <333

 My feelings towards you are gaining deeper and deeper...
How bout' you?


Love PZ bii as always <3333333



Today...

Come come...
The answe come out already =D


[Y]ou
[A]re
[T]he
[O]ne
[W]ho
[I]
[L]oved
[S]o
 
Nothing to write today...
Not special too =D...
Called to Gemma nu er and talk about her funny thing =)!!!
Sorry harrr!! XDD
My leg ok lerr.
WOOHOO...
SAND WAITING ME FOR LONG JUMPING =)  

And specially to my dear...
I don't know what happened to you today...
But you told me you cried....
I feel helpless...

Why I'm not the one to say beside you and let you cry out?
Why I'm not beside you for letting you cry?
Why I'm not beside you for let you cry and sleep on my shoulder?

Started to blame myself...
Why? Why?! WHY?!
 
What thing happened today...
I didn't know...
I don't want to force you say...
I tried before..
 
*FORCE*
Is not a good idea to let someone say thing out...

I know you will tell me someday...
Or tonight...
Or maybe no...
 
I promised that...
We laugh together...
We cry together...

The reason I dropped tears...
Is I promised you before...

Dear...
Forget the thing that happen today...
Give me a SMILE =]

Only you...
Let me feel warm when you smiling whenever on the phone..
webcam....
or photos...

Love PZ bii as always <3

6 More Days =) sHuiiGuaii's 4th month...

[Y]
[A]
[T]
[O]
[W]
[I]
[L]
[S]
Again is the guessing word time =D...
SPECIAL thanks to my dear on yesterday guessing word...
But itz is wrong...
It is :-
[I]
[S]cared
[O]f
[L]osing
[Y]ou

But... You guessed...
[I]
[S]o

[L]ove
[Y]ou
You are pro =)

Luckily,
I get a dear who so pro in guessing XD
Can guess until like that...
I also O_O...
Mouth open big big... 
Eye open big big =D


Today having a nice sleep in car with outside raining...
Superd tired cause of don't know what reason...
LOL...
19 coming...


And sorry for dear...
I can't promise that I send you the present...
I really really swear and promise...
I'll send you after CNY and a suprise to you...
Hope you don't want angry...


AND..
Japan girls and boys are coming to my school next week!!!
"Jiotomateh" -Sorry if spelled wrong-
Teacher ask me to get my first project in PHOTOGRAPHER CLUB...
OMFGGGGGGGGGG =)
I told dear firstly....
XDDD...


Ok...
Time to close my browser and have fun in MSEA or SMS?
XDD.


Love DEAR as always <3333

 

 

Hmm... 2nd week... 7 more days...

[I]
[S]
[O]
[L]
[Y]

If you can guess what above WORD stands for,
that means you are know me well =)
For those who are interested in 5 word.
Find me for the word.

SO,
2nd week of school reopen...
I cramped my 2 legs together in ONE DAYS...
Losing a ppl which called SHERRALYN aka NU ER...
Heard Luii NU ER kena buang...
Gemma NU ER head got a big bun yesterday...
On my dear... Pale look for today...
Hugged her for her energy recharge =D...

2nd week in Science Streams...
Everyday life is full of "HOMEWORK"...
Only homework can fill up all my time...
And I found myself is a COPY SPREE...
Whenever teacher ask us to copy the answer from book...
I'm the first one among my friend to copy finish...
Tak ada sombong... No show-off-ing!..

Waiting for IU Day..
The day which I performance for the song...
Love Drunk and Two Is Better Than ONe

Dedicated to my dear bii :-
So maybe itz true...
That I can't live without you...
  And maybe two is better than one...
But there's so much time...
To figure out the best of my life...
And you've already got me coming undone...
And I thinking two is better than one...


Love ZHEN as always <333

Huu...

Hard breathing cured..
Itz just a little small matter =)
Back got some stuck then affect my breast derh bone and stuck when I suck in air =D...

Aww...
School open 1 week lerrr...
Start busying and tuition-ing...
Busy again liaoooooooos.....

Today need to do homework =)
that what I promise to dear =)
ahahaha =D...

Love you dear =D...
Althouhg we are just using SMS and MMS to contact =D...
But my heart is still the same...

<3 PZ as always =)

I'll not often update my blog...

Due to reopen school...
And many other reasons...
I'll not often online and updat my blog =D...
So if wanna find me...
Just sms me =)...
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我的手...
为什么要在"搜寻"的空格里打你的名字...
明明就已过去...
为何我的手还在打呢?

鼠标...
慢慢的移向你的显示图...
为何我的手不受我的控制?...
还是这样的按下去...

再来...
移向你的照片...
鼠标又这样冲了进去...
看到了你和他的照片...
心里却不明隐隐作痛...
我并没有别的意思...
我并没有叫你不能和他在一起...
但通常这都是男生最普通的感觉吧...
我没资格...
毕竟...
你们都住同一个地方...
每天都能见面...
而不是像我...
只能用手机或互联网来联络...
珍惜他...
我可以等的...

就算某天你分了...
他还是会挽回你...
你始终还是喜欢他...
那...
到那时候...
我就会学着放弃你...
你习惯说的一句话...
"让时间证明一切"
好...
我们让时间证明一切...

我的心...
对你的感觉...
慢慢的加深...
慢慢的感觉...
如果有一天...
你不在了...
那我该怎么办好呢...
---------------------------------

I won't regret what I said...
This is what I can say to you...
I LOVE YOU Dear =) <3

02/03.01.2010 Uhh huh...

Nothing happen much =D...
Just have a B'day Party of my cousinz in my Auntie's house...
Ate many KFC... XD

彩虹
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
-------------------------------------

Today maybe is my last day....
To webcam with dear...
To sms with dear...
To call dear via phone...

But...
My heart wasn't last day...
It is infinity..
Till one day...
You go away...

Nothing gonna be forever...
Except my heart...
Dear, I LOVE YOU.


<3 WPZ as Always =)

01.01.2010 =)

New day...
New photo...
New thing...
New Form...
New people...
Everything is new...
But my heart is old =D...
My heart is FULLY belong to my dear Mrs.sHuiiGuaii =D

And...
Today, my cousinz held an event at my uncle's house with using my camera to take photo in my uncle's house and sibehhhh funny and fun and many more and I don't know how to desribe and just very happy and headache now and 2010 is here and many thing uhh... Headache sia =(

WOAH. A long sentence =)

AND, to ONLY MY DEAR =)

1. Sushi =)


2. MCDONALD


3. New York Cheese cake =)

All your favourite food I showed out liaoo =)
Maybe is not ALL YOUR...
But... I remembered all those thing =)...

I saw this on your blog:
正, 爱我吗? 
因为.....









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我的...
傻瓜祯...
顽皮祯...
可爱祯...
水怪祯...
宝贝祯...
我的黄佩祯...
我...
    爱...
        你...

Love Mrs.sHuiiGuaii aka WPZ always =) <3